So went in for my first blood and ultrasound this morning. The news is that follicles on my right ovary haven’t really responded and are all less than 10mm. My left ovary is a little better with one around 13mm and a few other smaller ones. All in all a piss poor response really. The sonographer asked if I had any stimulation that’s how poor the result is.
My bloods showed my estrogen was still only 240 two days ago so I’m thinking that ill probably be this cycle for a while yet, or maybe it will get cancelled. So much for this bullshit being over and done with quickly! Sorry for my rather negative attitude, but F**k!! Feeling down trodden and like I’m failing at everything right now. Maybe this is a sign that I should just give this away and try and get some normality back in my life. The thought hurts too much. To think of having to get rid of my all packed up baby things truly is too much to bear. Reality is that both options suck! Both giving up and accepting reality or keeping on this crazy roller coaster which is IVF!
I’m so distracted of late. I forgot to have my meds last night and woke with a start at 11:30 and jumped out of bed to take them. I left some medication on the kitchen bench for a day which was meant to go back in the fridge and I don’t know why. I saw it there all day but it still didn’t register. Feel like I want to crawl under a rock and ignore all this stuff.
What do you guys do when your feeling crappy like this? Day off work? Change of scenery? Drink? Lol haha need them all right now
Love and light to you all xx
Hang in there and be kind to yourself. Treat yourself.. facial, massage, movie date?
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Thank you. I’m planning a day by the beach getting caught up in s good book xx
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One day at a time is all you can do. I also think you need to treat yourself. I say something absolutely filled with fat and calories! Thinking of you!
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Haha fat and calories are my thing! ☺️
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Any of the above. And dog snuggles!
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Cat cuddles will have to do xx
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They are also good… Just less tolerant than dogs! 😂
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I’m sorry, I know from experience how crappy it is when your body doesn’t seem to be doing what it’s meant to. It’s so disappointing after a week of injections to be told you’re not responding well to the meds. What helped me was eating lots of chocolate and watching some funny chick flick. Meeting friends can be good if they are supportive and understanding. I hate the crazy IVF rollercoaster too!
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Chocolate cures all doesn’t it!! Thanks Hun xx
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Try not to focus on things that don’t need to be thought about right now- getting rid of baby stuff etc- this is will only make you feel more sad and it’s not the end of this journey yet.
I hope things have improved for you xx
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Thanks for the thoughts. Trying to take it day by day but easier said then done for me xx
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